Wow, it's late and I have much to share, but I need to get some sleep. I will see how far this is gonna go :)
First off, I am heading back home! To Pgh, PA to visit my dd, Brandi and my ds, Josh... and... my mom & my dad & step mom... and hopefully a friend or two...( so...if anyone thinks of me on the 29th of Sept.. . through the next week or so thereafter)...please send up a prayer for me, for closeness and reliance on the Father. I also ask for prayer for my family here in the UP -- as well as my family there (in Pgh) and all that we'll be collectively going through. I am sure this is going to be a trying as well joyous time. Ihave seen the Lord's hand has orchestrating this whole thing from the beginning. He is confirming in so many ways. First off, it is for my kids... I believe He wants me to intercede for them and be there to share many things in ways that can only be shared by living out your convictions and your peace (from Him) amidst lifes barrages of unpredictability! He's looking to do only good things I know, this as well as others. That is so like the Father, to take care of so many intricasies of things in one feel swoop! There is a lot of healing that needs to happen and His time is perfect. I also see how incredibly, wonderfully, perfect His timing is for my own healing through this (which has everything to do with and directly affects the relationships and issues of my family here as well)
My husband and I are in the midst of some pretty intense counsel... prayer... repent and re-learn... etc...type of things together. I would love to share more on the medium the Lord chose for us (and I will later, Lord willing) as a tool to enlighten us to some blind spots and to work through repentence and forgiveness issues .. etc... and I just know that my visit home has everything to do with seeing things / facing things in new light and deeper ways that were heretofore (msp?) too painful to delve too far into... His time is perfect (I said that huh!?) ;) and I praise Him..and though I am apprensive, no matter, all things work together for good....
on another note.. I am sobered in huge ways by the state of our economy and the state of the underworkings (covert and sinister) not to sound like an alarmist ...of the government's plans to overthrow and undermine with the end goal to knock out of the running... the natural health and nutricuitical companies... etc... so as to monopolize things even more-so than already-- and that is only the beginnning of things.. I would go on, but that's all out there for anyone who wants to get into it and be more privy and look deeper into these things... many blogs and sites expose are alive and kicking... sharing the real deal on these and so many other similar and just as relevant (and eye opening at times) issues... I just thank the Lord that none of this is news to Him :) In any case, the heart of my blog isn't geared to these things... (though I've been tempted) :) and I may post a section with links to the best of the best (by popular consensus) where this type of info is to be found. I am hoping my husband will begin (when his work slows down this winter) will blog on some of these issues himself...I am excited for that :)
well,
goodnight all...
have a blessed tomorrow,
In Jesus,
Suz
